You are not indispensable. I mention this, not to alarm you, nor to render you insecure but to inspire and reassure you. It means that the world does not need to rest entirely on your shoulders. It means that despite your enormous sense of concern and responsibility, it is not up to you to take care of everything and everyone.
You are scared of two contradictory things....
1. That someone will discover they can cope without you.
2. That nobody can manage without you and that you will, thus, never be free.
The good news is, there is a simple solution to your dilemma......
Enjoy life when you are needed.
Enjoy life when you are not.
